Thursday, October 26, 2006


Haha okays, this is the latest pair of socks that I bought a few days ago when I was on a shopping spree. Spent more than $100. Raymond was my idol, he spent alot more. I thought it was cute. The bright colours and the toes all sticking out. Looks as though I'm still a little boy.

My day started badly today. Reached the bus stop at 10am when my lesson was starting at 1030am. So decided to hail a cab. But to no avail, I was standing like a fool by the roadside for damn long. And I took bus in the end. I thought back bout my stupidity to wait for the cab while I was on the bus and I was cursing them all in my heart.

Doctor said my blood pressure was very low. I'm scared cos I know nuts bout health. Jus hope it will be higher.

I think living in a world of my own is better. Life is peaceful. Jus that after sch, it will be time alone. The only diff in sch and home is that in sch, there are ppl to crap ard for a while. And when at home, I can be in my rm, doing whatever things that I like. Life will be gd if I gt air con in my rm, on my bed, listening to smoothing love songs, with the lights off. But it would be better if someone else will be beside me.

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Have u ever wonder who are the ppl who think of u every day in their life? Most of the time, u won't know the ans. I believe everyday, there would be at least 5 ppl who will think of u, even for a min for whatever reason.

Have u ever wonder those stupid things u did when u were young? Stealing ur frens' stationaries even though they jus cost less than a dollar, play soccer in the big heavy rain when the ball can't even be passed on the pitch, fight with ur frens in the class over small stuffs. O well, thats what I did.

Have u ever wonder how the ppl feel when u raise their voices at them, hang up on their phone calls, let them wait for u when u are late? I bet they will feel damn sad or perhaps angry.

Do u recall ur first relationship? Those sweet memories that u 2 shared were wonderful. But when things go wrong, none of u will rmb the happy moments but only rmb those hurtful things that the other party did. Only after time pass, u will think back. But life still goes on..

Do u recall the first time u stayed out late, letting ur parents wait for u at the sofa, dozing off with the tv on? They will jus wait for u even when u told them u won't be back home and when they gt to wake up early the next morning for work.

Try to put ourselves in others' shoes. This will make us understand others more, preventing conflicts.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

O well. Today was the first time I started sch so late at 2pm. And I can't believe I'm late for it. Zzz. Think cos I slpt late last nite. Was physically worn out ytd. Swam in sch. Went to play bball and soccer with pk when we reached Hougang.

Something very stupid happened ytd. Before I bath after swimming, I realised my boxers in my bag was missing. Zz meaning I LOST MY BOXERS! =( Damn sian. Gt to waste money to buy again. Hahaha. But I was thinking alot last nite.

Another typical day in sch. Lect and then gd bye sch. Signed up for the blood donation with Jia Quan. Actually all the while I wanted to do it, but I'm scared of the needle. I may be a guy, but seeing a big needle jus makes me jelly. Jus happy that I'll be able to help ppl. If not who knows there may be no chance to help others in the future?

Went out with kw today. First time watch movie with my cousin. OMG I was thinking whether ppl will misunderstand we are gays. Watched You, Me and Dupree. The bond and friendship those 2 guys had is very great. I was wondering.. Are all ppl like that? But I had an answer. That was no. If everyone are truthful to their frens, do their best in helping others if they can, there wouldn't be backstabbing ard.

There are jus too many mistakes in human beings. Ppl don't appreciate things when they have too much of it. They only realise the importance of a thing when they lose the one and only. Its like, rich ppl won't know the importance of $1. Flirts won't know the feeling of losing one loved one. And many more..

In life, u will meet lots of ppl. They come into ur life, some may be unimportant to u, some may be. To know them out of the millions out there, is a kind of fate. This is a msg to ppl who read this. Treat everyone, ur family, ur frens, ur foes and even strangers whom u don't know with the right attitude. Forgive and forget is a noble thing to do.

Sunday, October 15, 2006

I'm tired, totally worn out. But I still can't get to slp.

Was working from last nite till this afternoon. But its 2 diff shifts. Worked from like 11+pm till 2+am last nite. But reached home at 5am like that. So slpt like only 2 hrs. Then 8+am till 12+pm today. Soccer was cancelled.

Had sc outing ytd at Sentosa. It was not as fun as I expected it to be. Know more ppl ard. Went to find Sherman they all at Siloso beach halfway. Went back home earlier than the rest. Cos Ray kb and zk came over my place to watch the game. And soon after that, went to work.

Haha ppl always think of things that they did, the process of the every thing after something happen that will affect the whole thing. Then they will realise they are in the wrong, hoping that time will turn back, history will be changed, and things will go on fine as before. So I hope any one who reads this, think before u act. Any small actions will cause a consequence. Be responsible for what u decided to do. And if its a mistake, learn from it. The lesson is always valuable.