UPDATES!

Been slacking every single day until today, when I finally started working again at the Jurong shipyard. Damn. This means I have to wake up at 5am every day again.

And sadly, I didn't catch any sleep since last night and I can't sleep now (again).

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I had a new hobby while I was rotting away at home. And that is bathing. Whenever I had nothing to do, I will just go and bath. But of course, not more than 3 times a day. I read it somewhere before that bathing too many times will harm your skin. You may think it's not a lot. But what I was doing at home was just eat, sleep and computer.

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Had 2 dreams that took place in Bangkok. Those were really weird dreams.

But anyway, the second one was about me being a terrorist, trying to bomb a primary school in BKK. Li Nan Xing was also in the dream and was the cop who tried to catch me but in the end was being influenced by me to assist me in my mission.

This is how it goes..

He was also the cop who body searched me at Changi Airport and found my handgun on me. I was arrested by him. But slowly, I managed to psycho him to return my handgun to me and allow me to pass through the custom.

And I don't know how the hell he followed me to Thailand and trying in vain to stop my plan. And again, I managed to psycho him again to help me plant the bomb this time round after exchanging some punches.

In the end, the explosion was not caused by the bomb he planted. But was because of the loose cables in the transformers and panels room.

And how did I escaped? Like Mas Selamat, I jumped over the fence with some super power and ran off.

Many perished.

Haha stupid dream.

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I'm feeling so alone.

I'm looking forward to army, at least it can occupy my mind with shits.

But, at the same time, I'm feeling sian when it's just 24 days away from me.

Okay, haha super contradicting. But anyway, hope I will enjoy my army life.

I think that having dreams (the ones that everyone has when they sleep) is one of the best thing that one can have in his life. I think it is because I used to dream of things that will not come true when I was a young boy. Flying in the sky, running away from dinosaurs, being the Red Ranger fighting with monsters and swimming in the air. These are some dreams that I had before.

I just think it's nice cause I can actually feel how it is like doing all those things while in the dream and these things do not happen in real life. O well, who can swim in the air? So I think it's a pity for those who do not have dreams when they sleep.

I'm having a bad sore throat and a bit of flu now. O my. I feel so bad that the other 3 girls are also down with sore throat and flu too. Hmmm so hope with God's grace, we will recover asap before winter. It's not good to be sick overseas. Simply SUCKS.

Went to Hangzhou on Sat. We went to the Ling Yin temple to pray for safety and health. The air in Hangzhou is a lot better than Shanghai and it's much more cleaner there. But didn't went around much. Road was hogged for about 2 hours due to the hazy conditions. And one of the places we planned to go was closed FOR THAT DAY for an event.

Finally played some football yesterday. But it was bad. Was on medication but still went to play thinking that I may make it. Felt giddy halfway through so I rested a while during HT before continuing. So I decided to be the goalkeeper. HAHA! To my surprise, I played fairly well in front of goal and didn't concede any after the break. The Westerners were good man. Good pace and technique. There's this girl who played quite well, scoring with her head and volley. I thought it's quite amazing for girls to play that way.

O well, just hope everyone recovers soon and I will be in for badminton or soccer this weekend!

*cause I only see you in my dreams

I was right about Liverpool about not winning the Champions League. But I went to buy Liverpool win cause of the high odds. Alrights, I'm dumb. I swear no matter what, I won't buy Liverpool to win in any matches in the future.

Finally started to do my LAM. Doing on Statue of Liberty. Need to write at least 2500 words. I think I'm dead. I still got like 1000+ more words to add to reach that.

Rayner went to pierce his nipple. O MY! I think that's damn fucking pain. Even when people pinch me on that sensitive part, I will be like shouting here and there already la. Can't imagine one day if my nipples are pierced. OUCH!!! Went to have lunch with him at AMK Hub after that.

I don't know why I have been sleeping alot these few days. Like on thurs, I slept from 2pm to 9pm, woke up awhile, and went back to sleep at 1am. Today, I slept till 9+pm again after I reached home. But I still love sleeping though.

And I love my dreams. They are real crappy. I remember I dreamt that I have a motorbike. But I don't know how to change gear, which means I can only drive at Gear 1. Then got a thief snatch someone's bag. I tried to chase after him. And I anyhow stepped on some shit and changed to Gear 2, and gradually to 3 and 4 etc. And BUANG!!! Cause I lost control. That's one sad shit. I woke up after that.

I kept reflecting about my whole life recently. About some shits I have done wrongly and how others had disappointed me. I realised I can only learn from my wrongdoings and don't expect too much from others. Instead, expect more from myself.

I'm enjoying life now. I love my home. I got a nice room for myself. I got a nice family. I got good friends around me. I hope things in life will go better for me, and for others as well. I have been hearing my friends sharing with me about how their lives are going. Some are good, and of course, there are bad ones too. Like I told a good friend of mine, things are different from the past and present. Who knows things may be different in the future too?

*cheer up dude