just knew the truth behind everything. she had already gone steady with louis after the day we broke up. but just disappointed in the way she cheated me. let me tell u about what she do ba..

she asked me change my nick (vin. u can block me! but i will nv ever forget how u this fucker VIVIAN WONG YUN QING treated me). then say i'm a coward not to be able to face reality. then say i'm not a gentleman. i'm not there when she needed me most. the girls in my class are close to me. their testimonials and their pics with me. i go k box and pool with them. then i nv go kbox with her. then say i should wish her happiness. and its not her fault for not telling me about the 3rd party. and say i should be a gentleman and give her happiness not like now being a coward. then scold me cb for not wanting to change my nick. and she invited her bf to the conver. and he said i'm not a gentleman. nv trust and respect her. pls lor. is she nv trust me or i nv trust her? and she should respect me as a bf to let me have my freedom. in the past, i always tried to let in to her though she's possessive. but now she said cos i scold her vulgar in the past. but i nv even scold her a single cb in that one year plus. and she said its all the unhappiness i had given her that made her do that when last time she told me she confirm won't like that guy. she even admitted herself its her fault that she is not open minded. and now she said its my fault.

but after what hui wen told me. i'm very relieved. people who know me, i can assure u all i'm 101% okay now cos my feelings for her have now flown to somewhere unknown. thanks for ur concern since 23/7/05.

and now i'm very sure, breaking up with her is the starting of my happiness...