heys people. haha this is my first entry. don't really know what to write. but anyway, thanks for reading my blog. let me talk about what happened to me recently ba.

just broken up with vivian last saturday on 23/7. after 441 days together, our relationship had come to an end. though i'm really very upset about it, but i managed to learn many things from the failed relationship. at the same time, i also want to say a big THANKS to the people around me who cared for me when i'm down. people who know who u are, thanks very much for being there for me. =) i was really sad at first. seemed to be lost in everything i do and didn't have concentrate to accomplish any task. but i realised what raymond said was right. why should i be sad when she's so happily getting on with her life without me? its useless. it won't bring her back to me. so i vowed to live stronger and lead a happier life. over here, i wish vivian all the best in whatever she does and may God bless her.

i also keep quarrelling with my mum nowadays. my mood turned bad whenever i'm at home. i don't know why too. sometimes really don't understand why don't my parents understand me. i just want a door to prevent all those noise from distracting me when i'm studying. is this a big crime? everyday still shout like a spoil radio. hope she will just shut one day and peace will come.

haha okay enough of complaining about my life. talk about my day ba. spent the last part of my school day at sch doing the dream weaver thing. quite stupid. but managed to finish the first part. after that, spent quite long thinking of my add for the blog. haha. after that went to bukit panjang then to woodlands then took 161 back to hougang. though took quite long, but not bad la. can see singapore de scenary.

i just found out something. vivian seems to be together with louis. haiz. her personal msg is VdearL. which i think means vivian dear louis. then i went to check louis's profile in friendster. saw vivian sent him a forward testimonial and ended it with .+. cherish what u have .+. haiz. very sad and disappointed. if she wants to break with me, she can just tell me the real reason. but she didn't tell me that it was because of another guy. why the hell she wanted to bluff me? very disappointed. haiz. i'm so disappointed.